a week's over for the hols and im still jobless? hmm. okay. maybe nt exactly jobless.. haha! but not a permanent job of cuz! part time! but im happwee my horny got to start work @ breeks already!! i hope shes lovin it!!! :D

hmm. now coming to think of the things and events im holding on to now.. i wish i werent so active in all these stuffs afterall.. Sichuan's charity project... sis's video.. working at aerins.. PP.. film committment.. eerie creepy camp editing.. GAHHH! split me.. PLEASE. =.=

but as for the sichuan project.. i really didnt mind participating cuz i really pity those ppl who were being affected by the earthquake. It's really heartaching. When i watched the news with my mom almost everyday to see the updates, i almost CRIED. gahhh. it's really saddening and devastating to see how human lives are so vulnerable to mother nature's disaster... :(

According to William and one of the partners.. Geck Whye, this charity project is going to be major as they are holding press conference and stuffs.. Hmm. i dunno?but im sure excited since im so new to all these! but i guess it's an exposure! and i noticed.. im the only CHUBBY one there! heyyy.. thats sad. :"(

Apparently, 'he' left me a testimonial and that kinda pricked me to view his profile to realise that he's back to single. good thing? i dunno. but my horny says. ARENT YOU SUPPOSE TO FORGET HIM?? erm.. yahhh? but im still.. trying! cant help feeling that im being cursed with no r/s that last longer than a month. hah! =.=

Till then. PP's still nt started. :( One week dateline to handup the video for jie jie.. and i've 60 over videos to look through. -.- will i become blind? hmm.... haha!

okayyyys. i think i need to bathe my darling junior soon. maybe tml..? he's soooOooOo smelly~ his ears. SRY BAY BEE. i know i havent been spending time with him.. really din had much choice since im nt home the entire day.. either in school or bee zee filming.. :(

bwahaha! i think my short hair sux! i miss tying my two plaits!!! so loonnngggg. now i've gotta wait till like end of the yr before it gets back to the length like before.. or at least half of it.. DOTZ! ayeee. i shall stop here noww..

WITH BIG BIG HEART LUVS.. ciaos!

ps: IM STARTING MY DIET ALREADY... larhhhh.. -.-