It's the new yr! it's 2011! time sure flies! o.o..

Count down was at home with Eileen, sebas, nick and my family of cuz. Not to mention, i was drunk? or rather.. high! at home! HAHAHA! i became a laughing stock to them and apparently they were enjoying my "drunk-ness". such meanies! (>.<) Speaking of which.. baby's already coming 9 yrs old this year! OH NO! so old! but i still love my baby so much! especially when he's asleep! IT ISH SO FARNIE! hahaahaha! <3





It's almost 3 months now? despite the little ups and downs we faced in regards to my certainty bout us.. im glad we made it here. I remembered asking him "Do you think you love me more than i do?" and he replied... "Like duh~" ... hahaha. but i guess it does feel good to be loved so much more! i enjoy being pampered! though it's my soft spot that my heart softens when im pampered... -_-

My feelings are definitely stronger now as we spent more time with each other and i see the effort he puts in to accommodate to me. And it's through time that i get to see the different sides of him. The super annoying side and just purely him laughing so naturally.

I miss his giggles and laughter, and i meant those that are truly from his heart, not those fake ones that ppl put up just to entertain others. ew.. I loveeeeee his giggles cuz he goes "kekekekeke"!

Sweetness of it all, it's never easy being in a relationship. like i said previously, time commitment plays a big part, and compromising. As you go along, then of cuz you'll seek stability and start planning for the future... not sure where we'll go but i definitely will wanna find someone who is able to provide me financially! and have a stable income! :D all women seek that! :p

As for Mr H.. it's really over. HONESTLY over. i've decided to let whatever we had in the past, to be just beautiful memories. It's painful and my heart does ache but we all have to learn to let go when it's time to right? Im happy becuz this time, im certain to dot that 'full stop' to our story. Bye Mr H. Take care! :)

From now on, this is the face that makes me smile...



On 28th night.. when the clock struck 12 and the date hit 29th... his message came in! and i thought he was already asleep considering he had to wake up early in the morning everyday.. but i was really touched when he sent me that msg. it was unexpected. <3





a really random shot of taking picture of my own.. LOL. i think i was high~







A friend of mine who was really sweet to give me this for my birthday. I was surprised! cuz it's my first snow globe! and it's precious moment! :D




On my birthday.. mommy, bunneh, jie jie and i went to Singapore Discovery Centre! wanted to go to Universal Studio but sadly they were fully booked till 4th jan. :( so we had to find alternatives.. anyway, it was a fun day!






































Before christmas, we PEOPLE had a gathering at Pui San's house. and of cuz, they invited nick as well. :p heh. she was super generous with the food and zomg it was overwhelming till we almost puked. -_- too much!! but it was scrumptious and yummy!!! i really love this group of frens. they are jus so farnie and i can honestly talk about jus everything with them, for they show no judgment and do see things from a different perspective! it's pure love! <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqVd1f7ykJeFdaFuoFgStG1Xfd4_GCBuA4PKkRSl0gW1QcxJ45Aw_PSRRmTE9YTyPc8ZP-jDivW1pzoXUvlVcpADekfIMrc_iWwPMRQvJVsOTNWLJUTng6qTPIkhuE0Ud3jR3Zp0KFm94/s1600/IMG_0346.jpg">







feesh cake!



Pui San's oldest daughter!



Pui San caught in action with a PEACE!



this is only the start of the pot.. LOL.



she bought sushi earrings. haha!


Had class on monday and we were supposed to draw a peanut without any visuals. She drew one but rong zhu and i gave the peanut accessories! and Pui San even had a song for the peanut. jeez. it was so farnie till i laughed and had tears in my eyes.. LOL! *thumbs up*





Overall, i hope yr 2011 will be a yr that's smooth sailing, less troubles, less heart knots, heart aches, more smiles and laughter, and lastly, i hope i will never lose contact with this group of girls even if our course has ended cuz i love them dearly! <3>