21 yrs of my life. The day has finally arrived. no golden key. nuh uh! haha. but yeah. family counted down with me on my birthday. When the clock strike twelve i was DRAGGED out of my bed! >.> i was slping alright.. -.- lol but i love my family much! <3 not to mention my sister put a chocolate piece on my nose when i wasnt paying attention!!! -_-









my baby!!!








And the yr counted down to 2010. what was i doing? writing report at home. LOL. but fyp submission's finally in. hectic period but it was fun i guess. learned many things that only through such experience u'll be able to gain it.

Then it was Tian xiang's wedding. wow. time really flies. one by one, my cousins are getting married. But i guess it was a good reunion opportunity for all of us to gather. Afterall, we stay from one end to the other. All married, with kids and some are still single.. or maybe attached bt not at the point of marriage. but the four of us are still close as ever despite the fact we only see each other once a yr. It is the bond that we share since we were young. :)













































aunties and uncles LOL


it's been what.. three months? but the truth?hmm. i've not gotten over him yet. i still miss him badly and each time when i remember him, my heart aches. It pains and hurts so much till at times, i feel like crying. but as the days past, i know it's almost impossible for us to meet anymore or ever again. yet, i still miss you. Im dumb, i think i really am. The fact that im holding on to nothing already proves that. But it was that few months.. that half a yr that i really felt that we had something.

Going out with guys again was a leap of faith for me. I feel unease, anxious and sometimes feel like backing out. It's bad i guess. Will there be a day when i can truly let mitch go and move on? Even now seeing someone but yet i still think of him. I miss him but i hate him. can both love and hate co-exist? sigh. why do i even have emotions at the first place..

Somehow i feel im not gonna let my heart rule over my mind anymore. Some things shld be better left unsaid and unspoken. It's the only way to prevent yourself from getting backfired..