It's something i've learnt after the 'rain'...

Today.. jie and I dined at dai's working place.. freaking expensive! two of us ate $161!! w€th?!?! #@$&@#! she said it was worth it to just cheer my mood up.. cuz she knew i was moody! :(

we had red and white wine.. it's by glasses.. not bottles!! She wanted me to get drunk to forget my unhappiness... Had tenderloin beef.. 2 set of pasta. teacup of soup.. teaspoon size cod fish.. and those cost 161 bucks!

Ytd she brought me to Timbre with maymay.. eileen. anne and jess. She again wanted to cheer me up cuz she saw my eye was soooOo red! and she scolded me for crying! >.< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-weight: bold;">Emos.

Should i skate anymore? im giving it a second thought. Maybe not.. kuku dog adviced me to stop for awhile... but i know if i stop. it would be a permanent end to it.

y is it that we always learn something after we're being hurt by it? For me, im NOT NOT NOT NOT gonna fall for anyone again. Enough is enough.


i love this song.. Soundtrack from the show 'Mama Mia! - Lay all your love on me'

I wasn't jealous before we met
Now every man that I see is a potential threat
And I'm possessive, it isn't nice
You've heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isn't true
Now everything is new
And all I've learned
Has overturned
I beg of you

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me

It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little small talk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still don't know what you've done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't have you near
Unsatisfied
I skip my pride
I beg you dear

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me

Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

I've had a few little love affairs
They didn't last very long and they've been pretty scarce

I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible

'Cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all I've learned
Has overturned
What can I do?

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

** photos will be up next post **

p/s: I LOVE MY SISTER BIG TIME!