Before i type anything.. let me show you my photo of the month! my fav! xD

TA DA!




hmm. the past 72 hours. it was like a major roller coaster ride for my emotions. it all came to sudden. Initially thought he wasnt able to.. then he was.. and finally he's not.

but in the end.. im glad he made that decision. to say i dun feel a thing that would be a lie. impossible that im not affected? i am but at the same time, i know he is in a difficult position as well. so i shldnt be selfish. i guess when you really love someone. nothing else matters as long as u know he's happy with it. in this case, i know he'll feel better if he went back with his mom.

Whatever is it, i believe its a trial period for us. To see if our love can withstand such unexpected circumstances? and be sure that im not gonna give you up. neither shld u feel bad too, nor guilty. Whatever that was said to you. i meant it..

Even though its heartaching but im hoping that we'll use this chance to learn to cherish each other more? its not like we're never gonna meet. but maybe jus not as soon as i expected. but its alright. i'll wait. cuz i know. this means i'll learn to appreciate every moment spent/spend with u..

so yeah! friday skipped class cuz idk. felt tired?!? D: was reluctant! and also.. had to design for the logo! was running out of ideas! -.- so we had breakfast and stayed in school library. camwhored. D: that was hm. before the news came...













































































































lol. yehh. lotsa weird photos and poses. tell me bout it. :P

wow. its coming monday. o.O was supposed to be filled with anxiety and excitement but now.. im no longer feeling anything. It's jus another normal week. except this week.. it was not a week i expected it to be. but im hoping it'll be alright. and i know i will make it turn alright. i have to be strong.. for you. cuz i know our emotions are gonna affect each other. so.. i must.. stay.. cheery!! GANBATTE ZHUZHU!

to all those who know what happened. dont worry bout me aye? im fine. jus a lil sad but im sure i'll get over it and looking forward to a better day! I believe that one day.. certainly.. we'll definitely get to see each other. but that special day jus hasnt arrive.. yet.

meanwhile. i need a life. need a party. need to get out. have been so down for the past 72 hrs. made everyone worried. especially my mom and my sister. sorry! >< i'll be fine. as long as he is. ^^ wed night. hmm. maybe party night out! =O since there's an invitation. i might.. jus go. D: lolol. xD till then.. cya~

oh yehh. looking forward to guildie outing on thurs and sat. Even though he's unable to make it, im sure he wouldnt wan us to miss out the fun and cancel it cuz of him. so yehh. it'll still proceed. moomoo ishh still coming anyway. so looking forward too to that day. :)