Chinese New Year's coming. woah. time really flies. Yeah. last week of school has ended. What's left just UT 3 and im kinda considered graduated? Even though i tried hanging out with guys, but in the end, the one i still think of the most and loved the most is him. =/

Why? I thought somehow i managed to get over him, but my heart still longs for him, seeing back the chat logs we had, the things he wrote and sent to me offline, just made my tears wanting to flow out. It hurts so much...

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

I've missed you so much Mitch. :"(

Hmm, then again, was beezee with many on going things previously. But i guess time really does help to see people better. It is through the passage of time, that one learns to grow and mature in many ways, and it is through that, one starts to see the truth of others...

i dunno how long more before i can completely let him go, but as of now, he's still there. I've loved, cried, grieved and now what else? watashi... suki desu.

As of now, what are my plans? hmm. meh. wanted to enter Uni, but its a little rush for me now to start compiling my port folio and everything else, so i told myself that i'll give one yr to do that, but i definitely wanna further my studies. Meanwhile, most prolly i wanna get a job first! to gain working experience. Im interested to work at the bank though, it poses a challenge for me! Wanna save money!! so i can go over to Norway and the States to find my friends! haha! thats my goal i guess!

In terms of heart matters, i think imma take a break for awhile, i dun wanna be interested in anybody.. im sry even if i know your feelings, but i just cant put myself to go through the process again... i believe my heart cant take aches anymore. and it's gonna be good for me to let it rest! ;)

Rawr. The outcome for our Short Media Production was good. David was rather impressed though. And all of us were happy! Thanks guys, we all did a great job! Meanwhile.. im trying to learn Japanese as well. And gonna be taking driving license. i wanna set goals. Gonna be focused.. to know what i want and pursue it. Im determined to learn!! so i can communicate with Auntie Yuki, but again, it's tough! But nothing comes easy! xD

So yeahh the photos for our SMP group. I love it! thanks guys for the past weeks! it was a fun experience. Full of laughters and work and communication!! <3













A true love... never dies.