For some reason, im blogging today its cuz im really really upset.

I thought i would never be hurt, but once again, it happened. I'd rather we have a big fight. But why did it had to be a silent one? All i ask for is someone to love me and really take good care of me.. yet it is just so hard.

Maybe it was a mistake to have even started in the first place. Sometimes i blame myself for being irrational to think before committing. And now look what has happened. If this doesnt work, i really have no faith in relationships anymore. How can a person change so easily?

I dont need you to remember everything i say, just remember the promises you made to me...

Im trying to be strong. at least i try to be, though idk when ill collapse since i think emotionally, im just not strong enough. crying as im typing doesnt seem to be much of a strong side yah? hehe.

i dunno how things will turn out from here, but i do feel it wont be much long before it finally ends. maybe it is a relief for me, but if that really happens, i truly believe in the 3 months curse.

tears are continuously falling... dripping down my cheeks..

i am not that strong afterall...

till then, i shall bid goodbye.