Finally took the courage to cut my hair. but this time im leaving my fringe. Trying to at least to see how does it look. if it sucks imma snip it off and continue my SHORT FRINGE! -.-

anyway i cant believe i cried the entire day. Tears jus couldnt stop flowing. Jus like the recent weather where it keeps raining.. my tears were like the rain.. stopped and started. stopped and started again.. a water tap that was never closed.

But idk why i do feel things has changed. My heart feels distant now...














bottom line is. im still FAT! -_- jy in losing weight! haha.

Will i have the courage to end this pain off? im no longer certain. but a partial of my heart has died.