i did it. i finally had my hair cut short. It is a new beginning for me, a fresh start. At least that's what i hope i'll be able to achieve...

not really used to it, but i will in no time. People say i looked different, so i guess it's a good thing. though the most tedious part is blow drying my hair...








And there i thought my hurdle was over, just letting it heal would suffice. But i never expected another blow to hit me right on the face..

That was when i saw this...




dam you bitch. (it's so not like me to curse and swear but seriously?!?) i should have known something would spark the night you two went clubbing together, but i was naive enough to have trusted you, to have believed when you said you two had nothing on.

And now?!? she has already mentioned your name in it, there's not much or rather, there's nothing you can deny. It's a "HEART" you douche. I cant help but burst into tears when i saw that post.

I need time to heal. a distraction to set my mind apart from all these.

someone... save me.

My goal is to.... become slimmer and prettier. I will show you i am better off without you. I just need time to prove it.