GOSH! im blogging with tissues stuffed up my nose? caught a cold? maybe! haha. have been down with flu since new yr. Bad omen? nah! guess it's jus sighness and the aircon! Freaking cold. Zzzzzzzz.
Well. apparently the "clique" has apologised. least expected was that darryl was the one who wrote the sms. which surprised me totally as i thought he was the most civilised. Ha. guess u cant judge a person by its cover afterall. In anycase, the matter's closed! im nt angry with them, but at this moment, im jus not ready to speak to any of them. Let time heal the wound.
Hmm. Did some rotting today at home.. LOL! it's been a long time since i get to relax at home! hectic yr.. some peace finally. LOL. after that.. realised i couldnt laze any longer.. did some house work.. as per usual stuffs! took a bath and left home! went to meet kechiek to discuss the details for the MV as well as some work out! Muahaha. she's mine motivation, while im hers. haha!
So we're doing on the song.. SAY GOODNITE by them!
Through many journeys.. i've thought alot.. about almost everything. and realise.. y do i always have to be the one initiating anything. even in r/s.. I wanna be HOT. be ATTRACTIVE. be WOOED.
so.. guess my priority now is to shed the extra weight off! Wanna be slim.. or at least average. Haha. schedule is to exercise fully for the 5 full weekdays. Mon, Wed and Fri is with kechiek.. While Tues and Thurs is with mom. Hopefully, u'll see the difference.
I dont wan anymore r/s. i dont think im confident or ready. I wanna be a hot hot shortie. I dont wan anymore heartbreaks. Im scared. Even to him.. i jus wish to be frens. unless he initates a patch! haha! but i doubt that! LMAO.
LOVE THESE LYRICS!!!!
I might be your young girl but I know how to have fun
I got them boys chasing me trying to make me the one
When I'm out shopping it's like having a gun
Whatever I wanna get, got damn boys cuttin' up
I know I'm a hot hot shorty
But you gotta slow down
You don't know me
If you in a hot hot hurry
You gotta go now
back up off me
Ooh, Got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weaken your knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy'
Cause you are so damn easy'
Cause you are so damn easy
Ooh, I much rather than you think that I act like you know
Just because I'm a teen it don't mean that I'm slow
I think you're a cutie boy, but you're turning me off
Sometimes you gotta play hard to get and then it's on
I wish i could be like the shortie in the lyrics someday.. I wish...
Labels: motivated to shed some extra weight. Gambate.
