For the first time.. i feel like jus plain bloggin. No pictures. only words..

The past few days were tiring and exhaustful. hardly had the time to stay home and rest. Was out with pei pei on wed.. she had to buy a bdae gift for her bro. Supposingly it was Nat.. Bad.. kechiek and me! but they couldnt make it last min and i felt bad if i were to pang seh Pei pei.. So i still went ahead. We started walking in town.. then bugis and finally vivo. haha. leg was aching LIKE SHIT! serious!


then Dom met us.. and pei pei saw him. LOL. he was shy. can u believe that?!? T.T lol? so anyways. we sat the open area on third level for awhile and pei pei left. Leaving only him and i.. so we had a chat.. talk talk talk.. Out of curiousity i asked him why did he came to meet me.. he said he felt very comfortable and that im the first girl he came out with since he came Singapore? should i believe? im still leaving a question mark. i felt so comfortable and i told him certain principles i hold as girl. and one it is that i dont like to be treated as A FLIRT. but as a fren. SO NO HANKY PANKY there buddy! and he respected that.


i guess i needed some comfort to dwell in since Halim and i broke off. still holdin on? for a true time i said a NO. but that night.. dom kinda walked me out of it. Cuddled and i felt really warm in his arms. he smells GREAT too. omg. Haha. it was a nice hugg.. so warm.. so tight.. GOSH. it was comforting...

And today.. the first day of orientation.. JINX. supposingly to meet @ 8am @ woodlands.. i ended up waking up only at 7am!!! OMG. i knew pei pei was about to slice my throat off. T.T i only reached sch @ 9am! and thank god the freshies were still walking in.. PHEW! haha. so we escorted the lost sheeps to their designated location which is the SPORTS HALL.. as per usual..


then it was the tour round the school.. demos on photoshop.. the hanger studio.. editing.. final cut pro.. we din even had that last yr? it was quite dead though. And! i saw GHAZ. omg! for the first time he actually said HI and so CLOSE to me! I mean! he literally placed his arms over my shoulder (i noe im THAT short) and said.. "nice to see you here! so sporty ar?" like.. hmm. ya? i've always been sporty and noisy.. just that. i dont portray it out ma!! but in any case.. im still HAPPY then he came to say a "hi" to me! =D


then the rest of the day was packed with games.. compared to last yr.. LAST YR'S more fun. so yea. it ended @ 5 plus? and we decided to hang out at IG room. okay. hate to mention this part.. but .. things got a lil emo i guess? DUNNO LARH.

but from there.. i got to realise.. some stuffs.. u jus have to keep it within urself and better not tell anyone about it? cuz.. i asked chipmunk "from a guy's viewpoint.. would you like me? or would you think im jus more suitable to one who is everyone's buddy...?" and he said.. i think u'll be better off being a buddy?

sometimes i really wonder.. am i really that bad? or perhaps im jus nt meant to be a girl? gosh do i regret asking him such REALLY stupid question.. like i havent embarrassed myself enough already. I HATE IT. .

but is it jus me? or is the hormones in me always KOKING up my brain cells? on my way home.. i jus had a thought. felt that i should never tell personal stuffs or ask anything personal unless i know im able to trust that person. cuz.. whenever i think i can trust the person.. i always end up being hurt. dumb? maybe i am. too guilible.

there's always an "emo" period in everyone.. it's jus whether up to them that they portray it out or jus choose to live it within themselves. For me.. i guess my emotions expresses out pretty easily. So jie always says she reads me like a book? sometimes. i really wonder if it's true that im so easily readable...

Whatever it is.. kechiek and i MADE A PACT. we wont fall for ANY GUYS.. wont have ANY BFs.. she have me while i have her. I LOVE MY DARLING KECHIEK. seriously.. we have similiarities in many ways in which ppl dont see. Shes jigglypuff while im her daughter iggly.. LOL! i think for nw.. enough words have been posted.. and i shall stop here.. till then. ciaos.