GAHhHHhHHhh. TEAR me apart pls! omg. i cant seemed to have enough time. GOSH. i dun understand. -.- i wished i had a twin me .. you know!

I dunno. have been bee zee like hell since the school term started. and that PP's coming up. i doubt i'll even have time for family and to come home early! reason being in the start was because i felt really free during school days. Bt now being a committee in film ig, has really got things going. plus.. working part time.. geez. Honestly? i cant manage my time. it sux. really.

Not that school's being going well and all. BUT WHY him!! i cant avoid!!! hai. im really upset you know? trying to figure out what exactly what im feelin for him. it's NO GOOD. and knowing that the fact he likes her more, din made me felt much better, but worst. Gahh. tears are in my heart yet im controlling it falling out realistically. I guess we cant really be as close as i wish we could. Cuz im feel that im falling for you even more and more. ="(

So sunday we went to watch forbidden kingdom, as promised to mom. Cinema packed, as per usual. and randomly we saw this jockey horse, and dad poses infront of it...


>> he.looks.like.a.small.kid. <<


Below.. is SAIFUL. yes. a member whos not consistent in film ig. and now is in the same class as me for almost all five days. LOL. nice to catch him to go for meeting together. wahahaha. XD STOP IT PEOPLE. LMFAO! i know he's cute and all. but he's HORNY! LOL.. jus kiddin larh. he's damn cute and he loves SHAH.. >.<





And finally. the guy below? he is mad fish. yeah yeah. you most prob heard lots about him. always bickering with me and bullying me. but you know what. he's nice. so if u know my secret. keep it safe. =) So he promised to buy me tea cuz i was sick! FOREST FRUITS again. man. im sick of that drink already. T.T







And the other day. we were playing outside his class.. my shoes spoilt. A brand pair of shoes!! and it spoilt! really down on luck. in the end. he was nice enough to lend me wear his size 11 pair of slippers home.. which literally looked like some scuba diving pair of shoes for me. FLIP FLIP FLOP FLOP. but it beats better than being bare-footed. -.-



i seriously hope things will be going for the better. And that my singing competition is up next mon. Gosh. no heart to sing. >.< size="4">BAD.. i hate myself for knowing the truth about you know!!!!! it sux.

Im marking down dates on my raincalendar to remind me of all the events coming up. apparently, my calendar is all COLOURFULLY MARKED. not a free day. SOB. i should find more time for myself...