as much as i know it's a sin to hate somebody. but im really disappointed. i never knew he could be so sensitive about her. I was wrong. My darling was right. i should have FORGOTTEN him. and yes. now i will enforce myself to do so.


I hate this feeling nw. at the verge of bursting into tears yet im controlling. it sux. he din know that the words he said that to me could be really hurting. I am sensitive, i dun deny that but come on larh. im a girl too! and one that you know likes you. hw can u say such hurting things? Gosh! was i blind at the first place? watever.


heart's set and thats it. im NOT gonna let myself ever get hurt by the four letter word anymore.