today's lesson was creative concept.. Dunno why even though it was fun.. it was a lil weird.. is it normal to have cold shoulders to me? or did i do something wrong? i dunno. i cant tell and when i try striking a conversation, all i get is a cold shoulder. honestly.. tired of it.. *sigh* and i teamed up with GEK HUI again!! haha! fate i think?? and i ate TWO raisin bread from Asal! muahaha!

it's hard to be everyone's best friend..

but well.. it's hard to balance. that's life. :( today sakinah and shan shan kept on DO RE MI, MI RE DO.. during our lunch break.. gahhhh. i kept blushing non-stop. it's hard to find a common topic. guess it's just no chemistry? sians.. on the train this morning.. i just cant help pondering.. what will my the other half look like..? Will i meet someone in the future? hmm. im really curious.. SIAN!!! if i do. i hope he plays piano!! so he can play "To Zanarkand" for me.. i'll be so touched..!!

once again.. im stil hoping..