Just gotta hear the possible "truth". the reason for him getting close to me. and it hurts like hell. Though i may appeared to be okay. but i am NOT. I know i am strong but im only human and i have feelings too. Was it wrong for her to even told me the truth? should she have kept it from me?

I dont know.. all i know is I NEED TO CRY. im bottling it up. Everytime i thought of it, i cant help but think why did he had to deceive me? am i so nice to be deceived? easily fooled over? I feel stupid. gosh. it sux.

Honestly, i feel like confronting him to know the truth and give him a SLAP for playing with people's feelings. not that ive fallen deep enough but he shouldnt have made use my feelings. HE SHOULDNT HAVE. i cant blog. sry.