I dunno why. But whenever i hear about 'M's' name.. i dont feel good about it. Not that im against him or sth. but the fact that it was mentioned by my twin. im sorry. but i guess it just din felt good. and.. i dont feel that he just wants to be good pal with u. but im learning to let it go.. maybe i should stop skating for awhile. im lost...


Sunday i missed church cuz dunno why lar. i also forget le. But jie, mom, myself and dai were @ asia kitchen eating my fav~ xiao long pao~~... omggggg. heaven~~ yumsssss. HAHA!

after that.. we went down to 'his' workplace to eat.. he cooked personally for us.. cuz i requested! evil horz. -.- had pancakes luh. cheesecake. sausages w/ mashed potato.. cabonara.. seafood pasta.. coffee..tea.. rootbeer.. so many things! and we rotted there frm 4 plus to 8pm! Haha. and mom saw him. but she felt that he was too SKINNY. T.T

dai and i were bored. so we played with his fone. Zz. ohhhhohhhh. btw. i think 'he' looks super charming and smart in his working suit. >.< so smarrrtttttt.









>> .candycandycandy. <<


today's lesson on character design.. then hilmi did the blending of the face.. it was SO FARNIE.. i laughed till i couldnt stop crying in class. and Juffrie kept laughin at me.. -.- he so evil sia.. then the rest of the class also kept laughing.. my laughter was contagious.. zZz..


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>> .hilmi's work. SO FARNIE. <<


anyways. i dun think im going to skate on wed.. i dont think im ready to face M. I feel uncomfortable. but who knows. maybe even if i do go.. i'll pretend i duno him? like a total stranger......