Wooohoo. Long time since i last blogged. Have been bee zee. as per usual with work.. family.. and etc habits! So yarrr. din really had the time to post up any stuff. So ed has quit her job @ prive.. and she's gonna be working at the book cafe!! HAHAHAHA. so before that.. we were there for dinner and decided to camwhore for awhile cuz she kept on nagging that im always forgetting to take picture with her. =.= so ta da~~





for the past 2 weeks.. i dunno. i was struggling with my thoughts.. thinking was it really a wise choice for me to even started?? i dunno. i felt confused but decided to give it a try. I thought my feelings could be cultivated... however, i was wrong.. I found it difficult to communicate and there's just a gap in between us.. Told crabbie bout it and she advised that it's either to end it now than later.. So i made my decision and chose to be friends instead. He was affected. BADLY affected. but im sorry. you just couldnt gave that kinda security that i seek for. Scolded by jie jie becuz she thought i was toying with his feelings. But i wasnt.. I felt pretty sad as well but i dont wanna either of us to be wasting our time when we know the ending is still the same..

he gave me cards and gifts and kept apologising.. I was touched but i know if i gave in, it would be hurting him even more if im not able to commit into this relationship. *sighs* dunno larrrr. i hate myself. :(


And yes.. i've not been attending sch for 3 consecutive days.. think im bound to get a warning letter from sch.. NO CHOICE! fri mom was off.. so bo bians.. pon sch to accompany her.. mon.. i had gastric flu.. and yesterday.. couldnt wake up cuz i overworked on wed and ended up too tired!! Zzz. DAM! #$%@$#!

so after waking up late.. i accompanied jie jie to the salon. then she did her hair while i trimmed mine. the lady then decided to straighten my hair temporarily.. and i found it nice! so i've rebonded my hair.. yay.. but it was an expensive decision.. zZz..

So we went down to 'The Indulge' to celebrate May May's birthday. SO FARNIE LAR. dunno why was i so suay that day.. they kept on laughing at my 'suay-ness' .. BAD LUCK luh. T.T
first.. i lost my concession.. then when i alight the bus.. the door din opened till i walked to the other side.. Zz. then i went to the toilet, entered the cubicle with no toilet roll.. wash hands also give hair dryer burn.. =.=












then we and drink.. till 1 plus.. gosh.. im so tired.. Zzz.