Have been logging on lunia too frequently that somehow .. i felt i've neglected my personal health. rawr. lack of slp.. bad eye bags. headaches. rawr! but it has become a habit i guess. Initially thinking that i wasnt gonna lunia so much due to fyp. but somehow the reason why i do now so often is because of you? o.o this is getting no where. and honestly. im scared.

When i recall the conversations we had, i cant stop smiling to myself (i noe this happening much more frequently naoooo).. even though u seemed a lil cool and stuff. but the words you said. the sentences.. somehow is able to make my heart melt. feeling all sugar rushed.. ><

quarrelled with mom because of lunia. realised she has become more controlling since jie doesnt have the time for her. So shes kinda relying on me alot? Shes doesnt understand my work load and expects me to be with her all the time. rawr. jeez. i hate threats. x.x

its really about self controlling. i think. i've gotta refrain myself. i cant. im afraid to fall in. even though i meant whatever i said to him but somehow. im holding back.. will i cry again? will it be the same thing again? gahh. if i dun risk it, i'll live with regrets, if i do, i might be hurt. so what chances should i take....?

When you have to look away
when you dont have much to say
that's when i love you
i love you just that way.

cause here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cause thats when i love you
when nothing you do can change my mind

the more i learn, the more i love,
the more my heart cant get enough
that's when i love you
no matter what...

whatever that was spoken, i meant it...

FYP. hm. a few more weeks and we're kinda behind schedule. >< stop teasing already. -___-|||

hopefully we'll be back on track and once miniature's done.. my real beezee work begins.. post production and audio.. rawr! beezee like a bumble bee. >< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);" size="1">*heart's racing faster each day as it draws nearer to the date 12th july... counting down*