Boo! New yr's over as we know. well not exactly since it's 15 days. But the first two main days are over. Meh. back to rotting. lol.

but aye. as much as i would really love to rot at home i cant.. cuz i've got some errands to do for onee-chan!! -__- and also. my screen hinge broke!!! what a great time it chose itself to break down huh. This means i have to make a trip down to acer, which apparently, im VERY RELUCTANT to do so. :/ thats like the last place i would ever wanna visit... (>.<)

New Year was alright i guess. Except on the first day that was a big hoo-ha because of big uncle. Sigh. it's only once a yr, why does he have to make things difficult for everyone? x.x this made grandfather so upset. Follow onee-chan and bunneh to his master's hse.. really want to do a tattoo. The triquetra. To me, its meaningful since its holds the meaning of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. And it's something i've always wanted. But again, it keeps me thinking, will i regret? That im not sure. For now, my mind's telling me 60% to get it over and done with.

Since Valentine's day was on the first day of new yr, i've got my bestest gift ever i suppose? The return of Mitch. Yeah, like 5 mins before the countdown, my heart sank like an anchor. :/

not sure if it was ever a good thing or bad thing, but it did impacted me alot. My mood went from 10 to a 0. Everyone was happily counting down at home, but yet i was there, just gazing into space. And thats how i counted down for new yr. T.T

So everyone's asking.. why did i do knowing that he has returned? .__.

I talked and yeah, i know im dumb and stupid for staying in touch with him now despite he left me with no message or anything for 4 mths. I was practically alone..

But when i saw him, all the misery jus disappeared. The only thing came into my mind was whether was he alright? The pain vanished, the hurt gone. I reflected again on myself if it was a wise decision to continue such communication with him, the fact that i went through so hard to persuade myself that he was no longer there, that he, abandoned me.

Disappointment comes into place when you know its a pit, yet u're willing to fall right into it. Oh whatever. haha. I dont know whats to come, but for now, for some reasons, i know he needs me, and i gave my promise that i will be there. Promise are not meant to be broken and i will fulfill my word.

So yepp, guess i wont be looking for a perm job till 31st March. :/ but yeah, meanwhile, if anyone has a part time job or smth, PLEASE lemme know! :3

meh. during 2nd day, 2nd uncle's hse had this REALLY CUTE JAPANESE SPITZ.. only 5 months old!! KAWAII DESU NE!!!! (>.<) i couldnt let it leave my sight at all!! Not a min!!! rawr. jus too deeply in love with dogs. lolol. but he was sooooooo adorable :3

i wish i could take him home! but then.. Junior will be jealous! ;d








Finally.. i was able to convince mom and dad to take a neoprint with us.. for once.. LOL. pretty farnie though. We have the same poses in all 4 of them!! (>.<)













till then, thats all for now.

Jaa, mata ne!

*im trying really hard to learn japanese!! GANBATTE NE!! FIGHTO! (>.<)