Right, so we've come to another chapter of my story. And guess what. im back to single again! Yeah. it ended. Seems sad but i guess life still goes on. Somehow or rather, i think ive cried too many times over such matter and it seems my eyes can no longer tear anymore, instead, all i can feel is jus stabbing pain in my heart. On the bright side, he and I arent on bad terms, instead it's sorta like a cool down period of us to see if others come along the way. So we are still friends.. i think.. o.o

Anyway, he's going to Australia to study so things will change.. Oh yeah. Mom's birthday and we had a small family gathering celebration. Uncle Peter brought grams and the family to eat to celebrate for mommy @ Long Beach IMM. Jeez. The bill came up to $1.2k. -_- seriously! But of cuz we had alot of good food. I felt so sinful after that. LOL. Chilli crab, pepper crab, cereal lobster, xue ge, scallops, bamboo clams, feesh, shark fin. Zzz. It's alot. And we couldnt even finished the food, ended up having to packet it back. Not forgetting to mention that Aunty Serene sponsored 5 bottles of Moscato D'ASTI (A higher grade compared to the normal moscato) and we wiped it clean! Hahaha. THE DINNER WAS SO FREAKING FULL.

And the next day brought mom for moovees and dinner @ Hippopotamus grill. It was expensive but worth it! :)

Life proceeds from here on.. i dunno how to honestly, but i do know i cant sink myself in sadness thinking he'll ever come back. Cuz even if he did, i know i cant allow myself to be hurt again, as much as I want us to be together. But..  Afraid is what it is after what happened. Anyway, Jia you zhuzhu. Im sure when school starts and job begins, plus the fitness schedule, i wont have anymore time to think of those unnecessary stuffs again. :)