Sometimes no matter how thick the bond is set in a marriage. If two parties are constantly having frictions with one another, it's just a matter of time before the marriage falls apart. So is it better to end things there and then or to wait for things to escalate and explode?

As of now, it feels as though even though it's just been 3 weeks to marriage life, every day event has been like a roller coaster ride. At it makes me wonder if the option to get married was even a wise decision to proceed on in the first place.

A good buddy came asking me today.. "If given a choice, would you give up what you have now and go back to how things were or would you continue to stick onto the decision you've made to come this far?"

And guess what? My answer was I would give up what I have now and go back to what was then. That's how I feel about my marriage life now. It has come to a point that everyday is just a day of luck where things either go uphill or downhill. It's a 50-50.

At the end, I guess my heart don't have the confidence that the marriage will last afterall. Sadly but true. :/